hey guys (lowkey just me), i've been planning to write in this for a while since i made it lol and never got to it but i reallty need to talk to someone. So far summer is okay, I got a job albeit not the job i wanted. I also went out fr fr tn for the firs time this summer and it was definetly something. I'm typing this now as two extremely DRUNK people lay next to. me and i soberly sulk on the stress i experienced. I always feel like a buzzkill and ngl I wish I was in love. I also think I might be depressed; I genuinely cannot tell but woohoo. Anyways, that's enough for the night. Message again some day eventually.